It isn't even 7AM yet at it looks as if the day is going to be a waste. I realize that guilt by association just happens, but I also thought that the drama around it would end after highschool graduation. I just find myself put into a position where I am always defending myself and the actions of others. (even when I don't agree with their actions) I am not a mean person. I don't talk about others in a demeaning mannor. I don't judge or criticize or demand anything from anyone else. I am angry and emabrrassed at what has happened this morning and can blame no one but myself because of the company I keep. I don't keep this company because I want too. We work together. I enjoy talking and laughing with her but she is young and impatient. She is human and hasn't quiet learned the art of "if you have nothing nice to say, then don't say it at all". Inside I am screaming, "What the hell are you thinking!!!! You should not be teaching these kids!!!" On the outside I just smile and nod my head. I ,too, am part of the group of moms that tell myself that the kids came very late in the year and it will only be a few months before they are back into a real school. But I am also one of the only two that go there everyday so that I KONW what my kids are doing. UUUUGGGGGG!!!! I just want to go back to bed!!!!
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